thunder

its been a while since my last "ex"

sigh, what can i say, i do miss the presence of a girl...yeah...
i want someone that i could cuddle
i want someone that i could hold
i want someone that i could spoil

i mean,,,im not asking much...i just wanted a special someone that i could give away all my intentions, and all my time to spend with...thats all, i mean litteraly thats all

someone that i could lean my head to her shoulder
someone that i could slowly reach to her lips, and just kiss her just because i wanted to...and because i can :)

sigh... :)

the girl in the purple sweater

kay...i just wanna tell you sometimes being single isnt that much fun
like, i get to see other people hugging, cuddling, making out and all that jazz
...and im here all alone by myself, doing what i want to do

i mean, not that being single sucks, its just that...i need somebody to spoil with
i wanna spoil her so bad, i could ended up just sigh-ing whenever shes being a brat up to my face...

so why all out of nowhere, suddenly im talking bout all this?

today i had an exam, IBT, its kinda toefl but a lil different.
so i wake up early to get the test
after i walked out from the room (and probably i did an awesome effort for the exam lol)

there was this amazingly cute girl sitting in front of me as im loining .
damn you should have seen this girl, her eyes are enough to make you melt.
and i was thinking, i want that. i want to cuddle that body of her... i want to kiss those cheeks...i want that eyes to be looking at me...i want that smile... i want her.

trust me im gonna find her at campus, ive seen her lotta times
and... not to be kinky or anythin...but i noticed she gave me that "look" .somehow i just knew...pretty much. :D

wait for me

random wishlist : TATTOOS

kay…ive been saying this to people. IF ONLY I CUD GET A TATTOO! these babies would go down on me :)

#1 Neck tats

i want words on my neck or a nautical star. either’s fine wit me :D

#2 Full arm tats

IM EAGER TO GET THIS ONE. you search oliver sykes’ or dallas green pictures. they all looked good mannnn argh

#3 Tribal tats

ive always been interested in tribals. the pattern suits me in a way, i dunno know :)

#4 Leg tats

i wanna get my leg inked! itll look good in shorts tho :D

#5 Chest tats

im gonna write “i’d rather lived , than live forever” .YOUWZA!

#6 potrait tats

i love portraits. i would get a portrait of my parents or someone that i really looked up to, or maybe a public figure i admired the most

and perhaps tht’ll be all folks, IF ONLY. sometimes you shud let your imagination run wild in order to help things along the way in the long run :)

the new modern

ive been seeing tweets from my buddies saying that they want this iPad stuff.

ok…im thinkin’ bout gettin it maself…but wht would i use it for???

so imma make a list bout why shud i buy this iPad…

• It has this iBook gadget stuff

in case you didnt know „,im a lil book worm maself..i LOVE literatures…(fuck you haters) . ive been reading books lately. i love spending time(occasionally) to read books.

• It has this iPhoto and editing stuff

eerrr…im into photography at the moment, for you see i just had this new D80 nikon from my dad, he said he’s just lending it to me, but i think i own it right now LOL.

i cud edit and spare my time doing photoshop tutorials, and submitting photos . i dont see much advantages from this tho, perhaps because i already had this toshiba laptop …and im not that much of a always-submitting-photos type of guy

• i love the way it looks. it is sooo “the gadget of tomorrow”

its slim and its handy, you cud take this anywhere you want and you dont have to be worry bout taking much spaces to your backpack

• it costs $499

yea…its not that expensive if you’d think of it…YEA RIGHT

yea…maybe i shud re-think stuff again bout buying this…

someone’s arrived December 9, 2009

bnyk yg nanya ke gw, “will you go out with her?” “will you meett her?” “you must be excited?”

well,,,pretty much, no ,not really anyway

sure we had fun and all,

you made me like and love you both at the same time, but not this time, this time youve ruined it, for good

youre so caring,accepting,loving and every little things that i ever wanted in a girl

ak inget kmu prnh nanya “yank. ak mo liat fav kmu di bokep”

holy shit bru prtma kali gw denger ad ce yg scara blak-blakan nanyain gtu

i was surprised, happily surprised ( dan FUCK YOU HATERS, DONT JUDGE HER)

ak suka kmu blak-blakan, ga prlu basabasi yg klo biasanya dperluin ce dr conya

kmu mngkn udh lupa smuanya, tp ak ngga

ak inget detil, mpe hal-hal kecil yg kt prnh laluin

“yank, ak laper nih, ak makan yah, kmu ngga mw?” ” kmu ak suapin yah”

ak seneng bgt kmu kdg2 nyadar klo ak mw ditanyain hal-hal kecil kyk gini

ak rasa ga ad ce yg kyk kmu lg

yg ad plg lbh jelek, ato lbh baik dr kmu

you made me ,feel like ,finally, someone, other than my folks, cared bout myself

the soloist August 28, 2009

i just watched the soloist, incase you havent know bout the movie, there’s this one writer , who usually writes for the LA TIMES , and he got very interested in writing about this homeless guy, which is very talented on playing musical instruments, but he had a few minor setbacks, mentally,

today was high :) August 30, 2009

sigh,,,hari full gw jalan and bareng ma temen temen gw,baru pulang, ga cape

hari ini gw, bobby, ferdy, king, hanny, sisca, cipto, dan cete , rencananya mo pergi ke museum prasati,dan gw sendiri ga tau tuh isi museumnya apaan.katanya mo hunting moto moto sih, tp ya….. detik detik terakhir si king nelp gw,”dit, jadi kita pergi kemana neh!? museum nya hari ini tutup ampe jam 1 siang”

BAH, ya ga tau juga sih gw harus seneng pa ngga, gw mah ikut ikut ajaaa, yang penting jalan

akhirnya kita ke pantai indah kapuk

ferdy tiba tiba berhenti, “gokart?” sambil nyengir nyengir

“AYO DAH” cipto langsung iya iya aja. gw? ayo dah….

mayan, baru pertama kali gw main gokart , 5 menit 40 rebo, kita mainnya 10 menit! jadi 90 rebo +beli maskingnya

3,2,1,,,,, BRUMMMM

yak, gw masi baru, jadi ngalah ngalah aj mah kalo kalah

cipto, mimpin di urutan 1, ferdy kedua, gw bobby 3 ma 4

citt,,brumm.,srett srettt,

lap 1,2 masi fine fine aja,,,gw udah mulai ngerti, AYO DAH GW JABANIN LO SEMUA!

makin kenceng gw,,,,

dari kejauhan, ko ad gokartnya yang diatas ban ban pembatas jalan dah??

ferdy dengan sotoynya mungkin tetep full speed pas belokan tajam, alhasil berada dia atas ban ban…

gw datang….. “BWUAHHAUAHUAHUAHUHAUHA NAPE LOO !?” langsung gw teriakin aja sambil nunjuk nunjuk

ferdy mah nyengir nyengir aja

critt,crittt,,,CRITTTT

yah…serulah… cipto kali ini jadi juara…. have fun aja lah…

abis nge-gokart, kita jalan lagi,

“DIT, NE KITA MO KEMANA? lo mo buka disini ato di ps langsung?”

“gw terserah aja dah.ikutttt”

“GA BISA, LO HARUS MILIH, si ferdy ma cete gapapa kalo ga jadi hunting”

beh,,,udah bawa kamera masa ga moto moto dah? gw kan ngarepin di candid-in gtuh, mikir gw hha

“yaudeh hunting aj deh” lagian ngapain masi jam 3-4an udah ke ps? MASI LAMA BUKANYA COY!

kita akhirnya hunting ke tempat hutan lindung

masuk,,,jalan terus,, yak! mulai dah moto moto

“KING KING, LO MA HANNY DI DEPAN NOH! MESRA GITU NTAR GW POTO!”

ea,ea,,,si king ma hanny mulai masang gaya,yang pelukan lah, yang saling mandang lah.

“tae,,gw juga pengen…hhu”

kadang kadang gw pengen aja ada cewe yang bisa gw peluk karena gw pengen aja.

“DIT AWAS DAH”

yak,,gw mulai mengganggu dah…

gw mulai jalan aj sendirian ke depan , ngarepin di candid gituh.hhi

“NAH TUH DIT, DIEM ,DIEM”

yeh bukannya langsung moto aja, malah keatur gayanya

tiba tiba…di pembatas-buat-pegangan tangan…datang makhluk berekor

WAA MONYET MONYETT

pas di depan gw ma cipto lagiih!! tenang aj mah gw mikirnya gitu.supaya ga diserang aja, gw tau kalo kita panik , si monyet bisa tau aja, ntar makin dikerjain ma dianya.

“KYAAA AWAS AWAS TUH MONYET MONYETT”

sisca mulai deh

akhirnya gw ma cipto tetep jalan duluan,

“weis,,, ni kan keren dit, coba ada anaconda gituh , kan keren”

tae, serem juga ngebayangin ada uler gede tiba tiba di depan gw aje.

yang lain mulai nyusul yang tadi panik gara gara monyet

“te, pinjem kamera dong”

ea, mulain moto moto deh gw

“DIT DIT, NIH POTO GW” ” NI GW DIT POTO, KEREN NIH”

gw mulai dah moto orang orang yang pengen dipotoin

“DIT KEREN NIH GW DIT,POTO! GAYA EMO!”

“he? ap to? coba ulang apa tadi?”

“NGGA, UDEH POTO AJE GW KAYAK GINI”

“GA MAU, LO COBA ULANG YANG BENER DULU KATA YANG LO UCPAIN TADI”

si cipto bilang emo , pake E keras dah, jadi kayak logat batak gitu

yak,,gw poto dah si cipto, “lo ke kanan dikit, idung lo aja yang keliatan”

jepret

hasilnya keren lohh :D:D

udah puas poto poto, akhirnya kita langsung ke ps

ampe sana langung nyari minum gw ma bobby

terus mesen tiket nonton