"those who cant approach discussion with a basic level of intelligence and maturity shouldnt be expect to be taken seriously"

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i was browsing on tumblr , while i was scrolling down one of the profiles reblogged this vid. at first i was interested on the title written "putting faith in its place". the idea of 'faith' really got me curious.also im always interested in these philosophies of what shud you say or do about beliefs.

also, the profile where id found this vid was ,for me at least, was a not-so-easy-guy-to-believe in some sorts...you get the idea

im talkin bout why we shud ask ,question,critisize about something.wheter its a culture,proganda, you name it

so, on my current semester, im takin this course called western thoughts ,at first i got the idea about where we would think the philosophy about people in the west, but surprise! it also talks about eastern philosophies as well. i loved it. it was better i supposed

there we would think, well the lecturer is also ,how do you say, passionate on how he'd lectures

i love it, but not for my two other buddies

so, after one of his lectures, we would go out to take a bite, and on the way we would have conversations bout the class. lets just say my friend P doesnt like this particular course. he would go out during the class, and stay out there until the course's done.

i remember him saying "im bored of this class, why should we think bout what someone's reasoning and thought!?"

its not that i hated about what he said. but i thought of him as a person who wont critizise, but also an ignorant.

i also remembered showing and recommending him this one book i read...no, not recommending, more of a "hey i had this book, tell me what you'd think of it" and "hey did you know this!??" kind of persuasion

"ah its a hoax, ive heard it isnt real"

okay...so i had the idea of the faith diffrences that we shared. He's an 'A' and im a 'B'...okay...we had this since we were kindergarden, so i assumed it'd better to think that, maybe you and i have the fundamental diffrences about this sort of things...so i only kinda said those difference thingy at him

he replied, "its not the same, i had diffrent ideas about these, from what ive seen on movies..." HOLD UP! movies?MOVIES!? dude...you got that conclusion according what youve seen on movies!?

i know movies sometime could refered to some knowledge and maybe introduce you to something new in this world...but you mustnt conclude a final thought about something through a movie . movies only give an introduction about things, and you would search more findings about it books,refferences,net,person and etc

so i'd go, "DUDE YOURE TELLIN ME THAT A MOVIE MADE YOU THINK THIS WAY? MOVIES ARENT THE REAL THING MAN!" i kinda went rage on that one but i only kept in inside

well, after conversations after on another with P, i'd have the idea that this person is an ignorant.im just gonna tell you like that. an ignorant.
if you wont think about what others may believe or think or say, then who gives you the rights to even comment them?

so from now on i just smile on every thoughts on what my friends may say based on what the believe.because in my principle, we took a different road.you and i are not the same. we had been brainwashed in either way. and you and i maybe would not share the same level of knowledge and experience. in short, i dont what its like to be you, and you dont know what its like to be me neither.

from now on i have this huge apreciation and respect on what others might say,believe,or act.

simply, just because we are different :)

i was on this event called Kami's charity event a while ago

so to be honest i havent really on the mood on going, but my buddy was performing so he wanted me to show up just to accompany him a bit. so...yea... -_- plus his sister kept begging me to come , so...yea... -_-

so i came

i met old faces like bonk, yoga, furqon, cumi etc

and i met new people, fika, cher (?) lol sorry i always forgot people's name on first meeting ;(

my god theyre such nice people :)

and we were all hangin out, they had live music performing, saman dance, prayers, it was nice

its been a while since i come to kami's event :p

o yea did i mention i finally met lid? lol she's fun :) (im still waiting for those amos)

so, in short , it was nice to meet all of you nice new people . so thx for being there :)

old stuff

i had this from omgle last holiday.

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
You: hey
Stranger: hi
You: say something
Stranger: what is your name?
You: chino
You: yours
Stranger: sisca
You: sisca?
Stranger: where do you come from??
You: is tht an asians name?
Stranger: yes,my name is sisca
Stranger: yes absolutely
You: ow
You: wht country
Stranger: indonesia
Stranger: you?
You: mexico
Stranger: whoaaaaaaaa
You: wht?
Stranger: nothing
Stranger: i think it's cool
Stranger: what is your age?
You: 20
Stranger: wow
You: ???
You: youre so thrilled bout everythin
You: lol
Stranger: hahaha
You: yours?
Stranger: ehm what is your language?
Stranger: i'm 19
You: just regular english
You: id ont get around much
You: so tell me bout indonesia
Stranger: ehm
You: my cousins there you know
You: havent seen him in a while
Stranger: oooo
Stranger: indonesia have so many tradition
Stranger: with so many people with different culture
Stranger: indonesia consist from many island
Stranger: do you know bali?
You: kinda
You: never been there tho
You: lol
Stranger: bali is one of the popular island in indonesia
Stranger: you can search in google
You: yeah so ive heard
Stranger: bali have a great beach
You: are you a boy? or a girl?
Stranger: what about mexico?
Stranger: i'm a girl
You: oh
Stranger: you?
You: im a dude
You: and straight :)
You: lol
Stranger: what?what is the meaning of dude?
You: huh?
You: im a guy
You: lol
Stranger: ooo
Stranger: what about mexico?
You: what about it?
Stranger: are you in a hurry?
Stranger: or hectic?
You: no
You: just bored
You: amazingly bored
You: wht do u do for fun?
Stranger: huh
Stranger: nothing
Stranger: just look facebook
Stranger: yahoo messenger
You: fbook?
Stranger: yes
You: you had one of them?
Stranger: do you hace account in fbook??
Stranger: yes i have
You: ill tell mine if youd tell yours
Stranger: hahah
Stranger: okey
Stranger: but you must add me as your friend if i tell mine
You: yea sure
Stranger: siscaz_home@yahoo.co.id
You: its nice having friends on another continent
You: lol
You: brb
You: gotta pee
Stranger: you can add me now
Stranger: what about yours?
Stranger: have you add me as your friend?
You: im backkk
You: huh?
You: no i havent
You: let me check
You: fransisca pamintori?
Stranger: yes
You: bandung??is that a city?
Stranger: yes of course
Stranger: the city in the west java
You: ow
You: ive only been once to indonesia
You: jakarta?
Stranger: o ya?
Stranger: huh,,,don't like jakarta
You: why?its fun there
Stranger: jakarta is near enough from bandung
You: oh really?
Stranger: but jakarta is so hot
You: yea tell me about it
You: lol
Stranger: jakarta is capital city of indonesia
Stranger: so you know everything about capital city?
You: ow
Stranger: hectic, cruel, traffic jam, and etc
You: not really
You: cruel??? is it really tht bad?
Stranger: yeahhh
Stranger: many people says you must very strong to live in jakarta
Stranger: because jakarta is a stron country
Stranger: hey,what about you?
You: strong...as in tough?
Stranger: why only me who tell the story?
Stranger: yes
You: lol
Stranger: i mean tough
Stranger: eh,, your request haven't come to my notif
Stranger: you haven't add me?
Stranger: tell me your fbook account?
You: heyyy
You: youre friends with mutia?
You: i kinda know her
You: whoaa this is so absurd
Stranger: who is mutia?
You: mutia afifah riza
Stranger: oooooo
Stranger: so just tell me your fbook account, so i can see your profile
You: the world is such a small place lol
Stranger: it's unfair
Stranger: only you who can see my profile
You: :) lol
You: sorry
Stranger: so just tell me your fb
You: mmm just so you know
You: ive already told you im AMAZINGLY bored rite now
You: but guess what
You: im bored and indonesian
You: haha
Stranger: or just finish the chat, you cheat,,you lie to me,,you said you would give your fbook account if i give mine
Stranger: cih
You: ga ah
You: gw knal am mutia :)
Stranger: hah?
You: mutual friend actually
Stranger: mutia mana sih?
Stranger: lo orang indonesia?
Stranger: sial
You: yea
You: kan udh gw blg
You: gw lg bosen abis
Stranger: huahaha
Stranger: lo anak mana sih?
Stranger: bosen liburan?
Stranger: parah bgt gw dtipu
You: iyaaa
You: haha
You: merry chrismas :)
Stranger: eh
Stranger: uh bagus bgt ya ngaku2 orang mexico
You: yep :)
Stranger: tau gini ngap pake b inggris sgala
Stranger: dasar
Stranger: lo siapa?
You: anda masuk
You: "kena deh"
You: kamera dsna ama dsna mbak
Stranger: niat belajar b inggris gagal dah,,la orang yg ngomong aj orang indonesia
You: gyahahahha
Stranger: doooooohhhhhhhh
Stranger: mutia afifa riza siapa sih?
You: lah
You: bknnya tmen lo?
Stranger: anak 3
You: gw liat dia friend lo
Stranger: lah jangan2 lo anak 3 lagi?
Stranger: gtw
You: 3??
Stranger: fb kan asal confirm ak
Stranger: aj*
You: gw d jkt
You: ow
You: gr2 sama2 itb k
ali ya?
Stranger: hah?
Stranger: lo anak itb?
You: bkn
Stranger: gyahahahaha
You: si mutianya
Stranger: lo orang jakarta?
Stranger: haha yeah jakarta=cruel
You: jakarta selatan
Stranger: wueeekkkkk
You: cruel dan strong yes?
You: GYAHAHHAHAHA
You: aduh sakit perut gw
Stranger: JHAHAHHAHA
Stranger: sial
Stranger: puas lo udah ga bosen lagi
You: mayan :D
Stranger: ihhhhhh sial bgt dah dapet stranger orang indonesia
You: oia lo mw chat ma org luar?
Stranger: eh emang mutia siapa lo?
You: gw saranin lain kali blg aj dr bali
Stranger: knp emg?
You: klo dr indonesia biasanya lngsng d disconnect
Stranger: iya gw mau belajar bhs inggris gratis
Stranger: wkwkkwkwkwkw
You: yes yes
You: dunia chat emg cruel dan strong nak...
You: hhaghhaghaghag
Stranger: hakakakakkakakak
Stranger: SOOOO
OOOO CRUEEEEELLLL
Stranger: pedes bgt yak?
Stranger: emg jakarta gtu kan,,,panas pula
You: very :)
Stranger: eh nama lo siapa?
Stranger: CHINO?
Stranger: wkwkkwkwkw
You: iya...tp lo blg nya dramatis gtuh
Stranger: gw yakin tuh pasti dusta
Stranger: iya kn gw lebay2in
Stranger: soalny orang luar jg suka lebay c
You: nama gw?
You: chino
Stranger: bohong
You: chino moreno
You: liat aj d google ad kok
Stranger: masa c nama lo chino
You: gyahahha
Stranger: cih
Stranger: ga percaya gue
You: iya makanya cb liat d google deh
You: ad loh
Stranger: lain kali gw bilang aj deh nama gw paris hilton
Stranger: iyeeeeee tapi pasti bukan lo
You: bwuahuahauahu
You: hadohhh mayan lah rasa bosen gila gw setengah ilang
Stranger: kali ini gw gak ktipu ...wueeekkk
You: god this is funn :D
Stranger: cih
Stranger: ga usah sok ngomong b inggris lo
You: gyahahaha
You: miss cruelle marah
Stranger: doooohhh
Stranger: moga2 aj gw ga akan pernah kenal nama lo
Stranger: dan skalian ga pernah tau lo sama skali
Stranger: malu gw,,polos bgt dah gw
You: bneran? ntar nyesel loh
You: liat aj d friendnya mutia
Stranger: iya semoga aj temen2 gw jg ga ad yg kenal lo
You: ad ko nama gw :)
Stranger: kalo abis deh gw dledekin
Stranger: males ah
Stranger: mending gw gak kenal lo aj
Stranger: kan itu asikny dunia mayaaaaaaaaa
You: aww jgn sedih gtu dongg :)
Stranger: so cruel dude
Stranger: hahahahahahha
Stranger: kocak jg ya
Stranger: lumayan bisa bikin gw ktawa
You: nama gw adhit
You: beda jauh ya
You: gyahahahha
Stranger: gyahahahhahaha
Stranger: nama adhit ngaku2 chino
You: saya orang jawaaa :D
Stranger: mimpi lo
Stranger: huahahahahhahhahah
Stranger: JAWA????
You: jawa-padang sih
You: blasteran gtuh
Stranger: nyokap lo ngidam mexico waktu ngandung?
You: no....
Stranger: cih gausah sok inggris
Stranger: hahahahhaha
Stranger: lo pinter bhs inggris ga sih?
You: wanna try me :) ?
Stranger: kykny tadi b inggris lo ga bagus2 amat jg
Stranger: hahahahahha
You: im not bragging. but yes . kind of
Stranger: eh emg mutia siapa lo?
You: jahat :(
Stranger: jahat knapa?
You: adek kelas gw pas smp
Stranger: BUKANNY LO YG JAHAT
Stranger: sial
Stranger: lha dy anak sma 3 kn?
You: smp
You: :D
You: nama gw adhitya poernama , silahkan search dan add klo mw :) . tp gw peringatin ya...dunia gw cruel dan strongg lohhh :D:D:D:D:D
Stranger: hahaha
Stranger: ga ah
Stranger: kan gw udah bilang
You: jahat :(
Stranger: mending gw gak kenal lo
Stranger: gw mikirnya itu asikny omegle
Stranger: ya sebelum chat dgn lo ya
Stranger: hahahahhaha
You: oh well...
You: its worth a try :)
You: yaudh
You: gw mo chat ma org mexico dlu ya
Stranger: huahahahah
Stranger: iya
Stranger: daaahhhhhh
You: gw denger tmpt mreka KEJAM dan KUAT
Stranger: gw mau cari yg bisa b inggris beneran
Stranger: hahahhhhhhhh
Stranger: siaaallllllllllllll
Stranger: jahat lo
You: :)
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OOOO CRUEEEEELLLL
Stranger: pedes bgt yak?

ROFLMFAO \m/

the girl in the dream

today i woke up feeling all funny inside.you know those feelings when you meet the girl of your dream? the almost-exact type of girl just the way you wanted?

yea.that one.

and you know what, i met her in my dream last night.

i remember, i was on a mosque-like of some sort, and my one got hidden by some kid (random, yea i know)
and when i asked for my shoe, the kid showed me where its hidden, and then he told me i must go talk to this girl.

i said "girl? what girl?". "that girl(pointing to the inside of the mosque)"

and i saw this girl, wearing blue cardigan-like, i wasnt sure, it had patterns on em.

she was walking inside. and then gone walking almost near the kid.and then sits

she giggled,smiled and then...bam. i was star strucked!

she had a short hair.white skin.almost sharp nose, her lips was medium thin.
she was a half breed i guess. half arabian, or else she wouldnt have white skin then
she's short, i could tell.

and i looked at her for like, 4-5 seconds. and then i turned away(i dont know why)

now,i could barely remember her face. but i will always remember that smile

sigh...i miss loving someone

bye taylor

im sorry if i had to let you go, i hope youll get someone better than me.luv u luv u luv u much

thunder

its been a while since my last "ex"

sigh, what can i say, i do miss the presence of a girl...yeah...
i want someone that i could cuddle
i want someone that i could hold
i want someone that i could spoil

i mean,,,im not asking much...i just wanted a special someone that i could give away all my intentions, and all my time to spend with...thats all, i mean litteraly thats all

someone that i could lean my head to her shoulder
someone that i could slowly reach to her lips, and just kiss her just because i wanted to...and because i can :)

sigh... :)

the girl in the purple sweater

kay...i just wanna tell you sometimes being single isnt that much fun
like, i get to see other people hugging, cuddling, making out and all that jazz
...and im here all alone by myself, doing what i want to do

i mean, not that being single sucks, its just that...i need somebody to spoil with
i wanna spoil her so bad, i could ended up just sigh-ing whenever shes being a brat up to my face...

so why all out of nowhere, suddenly im talking bout all this?

today i had an exam, IBT, its kinda toefl but a lil different.
so i wake up early to get the test
after i walked out from the room (and probably i did an awesome effort for the exam lol)

there was this amazingly cute girl sitting in front of me as im loining .
damn you should have seen this girl, her eyes are enough to make you melt.
and i was thinking, i want that. i want to cuddle that body of her... i want to kiss those cheeks...i want that eyes to be looking at me...i want that smile... i want her.

trust me im gonna find her at campus, ive seen her lotta times
and... not to be kinky or anythin...but i noticed she gave me that "look" .somehow i just knew...pretty much. :D

wait for me