the girl in the dream

today i woke up feeling all funny inside.you know those feelings when you meet the girl of your dream? the almost-exact type of girl just the way you wanted?

yea.that one.

and you know what, i met her in my dream last night.

i remember, i was on a mosque-like of some sort, and my one got hidden by some kid (random, yea i know)
and when i asked for my shoe, the kid showed me where its hidden, and then he told me i must go talk to this girl.

i said "girl? what girl?". "that girl(pointing to the inside of the mosque)"

and i saw this girl, wearing blue cardigan-like, i wasnt sure, it had patterns on em.

she was walking inside. and then gone walking almost near the kid.and then sits

she giggled,smiled and then...bam. i was star strucked!

she had a short hair.white skin.almost sharp nose, her lips was medium thin.
she was a half breed i guess. half arabian, or else she wouldnt have white skin then
she's short, i could tell.

and i looked at her for like, 4-5 seconds. and then i turned away(i dont know why)

now,i could barely remember her face. but i will always remember that smile

sigh...i miss loving someone

bye taylor

im sorry if i had to let you go, i hope youll get someone better than me.luv u luv u luv u much

thunder

its been a while since my last "ex"

sigh, what can i say, i do miss the presence of a girl...yeah...
i want someone that i could cuddle
i want someone that i could hold
i want someone that i could spoil

i mean,,,im not asking much...i just wanted a special someone that i could give away all my intentions, and all my time to spend with...thats all, i mean litteraly thats all

someone that i could lean my head to her shoulder
someone that i could slowly reach to her lips, and just kiss her just because i wanted to...and because i can :)

sigh... :)

the girl in the purple sweater

kay...i just wanna tell you sometimes being single isnt that much fun
like, i get to see other people hugging, cuddling, making out and all that jazz
...and im here all alone by myself, doing what i want to do

i mean, not that being single sucks, its just that...i need somebody to spoil with
i wanna spoil her so bad, i could ended up just sigh-ing whenever shes being a brat up to my face...

so why all out of nowhere, suddenly im talking bout all this?

today i had an exam, IBT, its kinda toefl but a lil different.
so i wake up early to get the test
after i walked out from the room (and probably i did an awesome effort for the exam lol)

there was this amazingly cute girl sitting in front of me as im loining .
damn you should have seen this girl, her eyes are enough to make you melt.
and i was thinking, i want that. i want to cuddle that body of her... i want to kiss those cheeks...i want that eyes to be looking at me...i want that smile... i want her.

trust me im gonna find her at campus, ive seen her lotta times
and... not to be kinky or anythin...but i noticed she gave me that "look" .somehow i just knew...pretty much. :D

wait for me

random wishlist : TATTOOS

kay…ive been saying this to people. IF ONLY I CUD GET A TATTOO! these babies would go down on me :)

#1 Neck tats

i want words on my neck or a nautical star. either’s fine wit me :D

#2 Full arm tats

IM EAGER TO GET THIS ONE. you search oliver sykes’ or dallas green pictures. they all looked good mannnn argh

#3 Tribal tats

ive always been interested in tribals. the pattern suits me in a way, i dunno know :)

#4 Leg tats

i wanna get my leg inked! itll look good in shorts tho :D

#5 Chest tats

im gonna write “i’d rather lived , than live forever” .YOUWZA!

#6 potrait tats

i love portraits. i would get a portrait of my parents or someone that i really looked up to, or maybe a public figure i admired the most

and perhaps tht’ll be all folks, IF ONLY. sometimes you shud let your imagination run wild in order to help things along the way in the long run :)

the new modern

ive been seeing tweets from my buddies saying that they want this iPad stuff.

ok…im thinkin’ bout gettin it maself…but wht would i use it for???

so imma make a list bout why shud i buy this iPad…

• It has this iBook gadget stuff

in case you didnt know „,im a lil book worm maself..i LOVE literatures…(fuck you haters) . ive been reading books lately. i love spending time(occasionally) to read books.

• It has this iPhoto and editing stuff

eerrr…im into photography at the moment, for you see i just had this new D80 nikon from my dad, he said he’s just lending it to me, but i think i own it right now LOL.

i cud edit and spare my time doing photoshop tutorials, and submitting photos . i dont see much advantages from this tho, perhaps because i already had this toshiba laptop …and im not that much of a always-submitting-photos type of guy

• i love the way it looks. it is sooo “the gadget of tomorrow”

its slim and its handy, you cud take this anywhere you want and you dont have to be worry bout taking much spaces to your backpack

• it costs $499

yea…its not that expensive if you’d think of it…YEA RIGHT

yea…maybe i shud re-think stuff again bout buying this…

someone’s arrived December 9, 2009

bnyk yg nanya ke gw, “will you go out with her?” “will you meett her?” “you must be excited?”

well,,,pretty much, no ,not really anyway

sure we had fun and all,

you made me like and love you both at the same time, but not this time, this time youve ruined it, for good

youre so caring,accepting,loving and every little things that i ever wanted in a girl

ak inget kmu prnh nanya “yank. ak mo liat fav kmu di bokep”

holy shit bru prtma kali gw denger ad ce yg scara blak-blakan nanyain gtu

i was surprised, happily surprised ( dan FUCK YOU HATERS, DONT JUDGE HER)

ak suka kmu blak-blakan, ga prlu basabasi yg klo biasanya dperluin ce dr conya

kmu mngkn udh lupa smuanya, tp ak ngga

ak inget detil, mpe hal-hal kecil yg kt prnh laluin

“yank, ak laper nih, ak makan yah, kmu ngga mw?” ” kmu ak suapin yah”

ak seneng bgt kmu kdg2 nyadar klo ak mw ditanyain hal-hal kecil kyk gini

ak rasa ga ad ce yg kyk kmu lg

yg ad plg lbh jelek, ato lbh baik dr kmu

you made me ,feel like ,finally, someone, other than my folks, cared bout myself